Our song is Alanis Morissette’s “Everything” and I asked Daddy if he would link it to the ‘About Us’ page and he did.  *smiles*  I love the song and what it represents to us.  The chorus - you see everything, you see every part, you see all my light and you love my dark.  You dig everything of which I’m ashamed, there’s not anything to which you can’t relate and you’re still here.”  To me, it feels like it was written about us and the first time I heard the song and really listened to the words - I cried.  I’ve probably played the video 20 times since he’s linked it to the site. lol

OK….moving on to what we’ve been up to….. *smiles*

Daddy’s on vacation this week, so we’ve had more time to play and it’s been wonderful!  He did a piercing on my back last night that hurt like a bitch while he was doing it, but the end result was sooo beautiful!  It’s was a large circle with some needles in the center and in all he ended up using 40 (22g) needles.  I knew I wouldn’t be able to hold still through 40 and asked Daddy to bind my arms so I couldn’t move - he was more than happy to tie me down for what he was about to do me. *smiles*  We were playing in the living room, so he got some rope, tied my hands together and then tied them to the leg of the couch.  I was thankful to have it too because there were a few times that I was pulling on that rope for dear life!

When the piercing was done, my back felt like it was on fire, but Daddy wasn’t finished with me yet.  He untied me, rolled me over on to my side and put two pillows on the floor and then rolled me on top of the pillows.  He had my ass in the air with my legs apart.  He fingered my pussy, rubbed my clit and got me all worked up to an orgasm then stopped.  I was begging Daddy to fuck me, but instead, he got out my favorite dildo - Big John and used it on me.  He wasn’t gentle about it at all, he spread my pussy lips apart and shoved it inside.  In and out, ramming me hard and fast, rubbing my clit and getting me all worked up to an orgasm then stopped - again.  I was really getting frantic - I WANTED TO CUM DAMN IT!! lol  Daddy then got out my other favorite toy - the rabbit - and used it on me.  I was so ready to cum that when the vibrations touched my clit - I exploded and it was the best orgasm of my life!

Taking the needles out is also very painful, not nearly as bad as going in, but it still fucking hurts.  We relaxed for a bit, talked, smoked a cig, and then Daddy told me to go get the razor blades.  YAY!!  I love piercings, but I REALLY love cuttings!  Love the blood. *grins*  To make me feel every bit like the fucktoy he wants and I am - he carved the degrading words “cum dumpster”, “whore” and “bitch” into my chest.  Wearing them like a label does make me feel lower, humbled, degraded and loved.

My favorite part of a cutting is after - I love the blood.  Daddy sat down on the couch and motioned for me to come to him.  I crawled over to him and he pulled out his cock.  I smeared his cock with my blood then licked it all off while staring up into his eyes.  He leaned his head back and closed his eyes - my sign that he’s ready for me to really start sucking his cock.  I took him all the way into my mouth and bobbed up and down for a while, then he told me to suck on his balls.  He grabbed me by my hair and had not only my mouth, but my entire face shoved between his legs while he was jerking off.  Then he told me to sit up and he exploded all over my face.  Glad I was already wearing my blindfold or he would’ve nailed me right in the eyes and cum burns. *smiles*