It was beautiful here today and Daddy decided to take all of us to the park for the afternoon!  I love going to the park because I love to watch our son run around just being a kid, playing with other kids and having such a good time. *smiles*  Daddy spread the blanket on the ground while I got the food ready to eat and then we all sat together in the shade, ate our lunch, listened to the birds sing and enjoyed being together as a family. *smiles*  With all the baby toys I brought, our 8 month old daughter was having the time of her life with a 20oz. coke bottle and an empty sandwich baggy - go figure! lol 

There were alot of people there, I was wearing a scoop neck tank top and at one point Daddy leaned over and said “Did you know you can see the scars on your chest?”  I laughed and said “Which scar?  The one that says cum-dumpster, whore or bitch?”  Daddy laughed and said “Yeah, I guess I do need to be more specific when talking about scars and YOUR body!”  We both got a big laugh out of that conversation. *smiles*

Later on, after the kids were in bed and it was just the two of us….Daddy decided to make use of me in a way he doesn’t very often.  He ordered me off the couch and down on all fours in front of him.  He propped his feet up on my back and used me like his footstool.  I loved it!!  I love being nothing more than furniture!  I don’t know why it isn’t something he doesn’t do with me more often, but when the mood does strike him to do so - I love it!  I fantasize about being his dinner table to eat off of.  I’m pretty sure I could hold still and not tip the plate or glass over…..hopefully.  I fantasize about being his table when we find another female to play with.  I imagine me down on all fours and her sitting on my back, legs open while Daddy’s licks her pussy.  I also imagine me on all fours with her laying on my back, legs opened wide while Daddy fucks her…….oh to be nothing but an inanimate object. <sighs>

When Daddy was finished with me as his foot prop, he ordered me to get back up on the couch and spread my legs wide.  He entered me fast and hard…..punishing my poor pussy….pounding me over and over again…relentless thrusts that made me feel every bit like nothing more than his fuck doll.  He exploded inside me and told me to clean him off.  I licked my pussy juices off his cock and the sweet, heavenly smell and taste of pussy made my ache for a girlfriend all the more real and worse.  To further toy with me some more….Daddy decided to deny me an orgasm.  Just for no other reason than because he can.  Tonight was about me being objectified, not satisfied.  Women get blue balls too!  I was really wanting an orgasm!  Ok, enough whining about it….hopefully tomorrow I’ll be allowed to cum. 

The cutting we did the other night on my breasts bruised!  I’m difficult as hell to bruise, so I’m loving that I’ve finally got some to show for it all.  The first one is the most recent.